All Done

My football season is done. My focus is enduring the winter until spring.

Yesterday I took out the dive gear to sort and check before St Croix. I'll be so glad to be back in the water.

Two summers of back surgery have taken their toll on my mind, body, and confidence. I desperately need to get past this, or greatly alter my lifestyle. I can no longer assume my body will do as I please. Thus is frustrating but it is a reality I must begrudgingly face.

Every numb throb, or pain shooting down my arm or leg and suddenly fear that another disc is failing haunts my mind.

Pity party over for now.