My Secret Desire

All of my life I have ad an inner desire that has been unmet. Gigi is aware of it as is a few of my close friends.

Time is wasting as I see my life now well past the 4th of July and heading toward autumn.

I have daydreamed about this desire and realized that most of my close male friends have the exact same dream. That surprised me because I though my thought was unique.

I have watched others do what I want to do and they seem satisfied in their efforts.

What I want to do does not involve riches but more of an attitude. I call it plan B. It is a life sustaining activity that would lead in my opinion to the ultimate in freedom.

However the dream is not without risk and a small investment of capital.

It may be something I’ll never do but to have the option to do it I must invest the capital or forfeit the chance of ever living my dream.

I am trying to decide whether to leave the door open or just close the door and forget the dream. Gigi is behind me on whatever I decide.

14 comments:

Judy said...

Ok, What is it??

Wreggie said...

You think I'm going to give it up that easy little sister?

Ali said...

So mysterious!!! Tell, tell!!!!!

And I say - if it's your dream, you should go for it. Especially if Gigi is backing you no matter what.

Chief Rock Chef said...

If you have Gigi's blessing and you aren't risking too much, I would go for it!

Judy said...

Does it involve a move?

Teresa said...

Are you talking about biogenitically freezing yourself so you can wake up 100 years from now at your same age??? Don't do it the world will not be a pretty place by then...if Jesus hasn't come back yet that is! LOL!!!

Seriously, you are a stinker Reggie! You love to "play" with us don't you?

I bet you are wanting to move to St. Croix and if that's it...I say DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wreggie said...

No but I could do it in St Croix if I could pass the regulatory hurtles.

IEAT_SNOWMANPOOP said...

are you wanting to fly to california and become the next host of price is right cause if you are... I'm with you.

liv said...

killing. me.

if you can't say here, just email or call me.

AmyK said...

If Gigi is behind you, you are half way there. If this is the fall now, how will your decision effect your Winter?

Best of luck with your decision. I'll be waiting patiently to see what it is.

terri said...

Go for it. You can't take it with you anyway.

Michael said...

OK fine. I'll rent you my bunk on the Roseway the night we arrive in Bermuda. You can spend the night playing cards and drinking rum on a creaky wooden boat. True, alcohol is prohibited for crew (and technically, taking my place for the night you'll be crew), but the penalty is to be put ashore at the next available port. Which will be either St. Georges Harbor, or Hamilton. At worst, you're a 30 minute cab ride from your hotel room.

Now we just have to negotiate a price...

Wreggie said...

No Michael, not my secret desire.

Plus I want to be at sea on the rum thing and cards.

TerryC said...

Why would you ever want to close a door on a dream? Dreams are what keep us looking forward to life.